I like arguing for something. To debate or not. As long as I am confident that I'm right I'll keep going. Bending my opponents words as well as my past words. Just so I can "Shut them up".
It's mean... and that's why I don't like that side of myself. That's why I rarely do it. Sometimes I'm wrong when I don't know it which is also the reason I don't try to incite one.
But when I do I make sure I'm ALWAYS right and there're FOREVER wrong. That sure is mean... it's why I hate myself for doing it. Yet I feel joy from it. My guilty pleasure?
Sigh. I have mean side that I like to hide. A side I enjoy using. But hate bringing out.
"It's whats causes conflict and death."