February 05, 2014

My future, and thoughts.

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Time for another depressive post of your favorite Jaw, Dark Jaw.

On a serious note, I'm sure my future might change. All the plans I've dreamed to realize, and that I was close to achieve, are now only dreams. Fulls of tears.


Not so long ago, I made a long post about my life, and how sad I was about it. At the end of the post, talking about my current state of life, I mentioned that my parents were having a tough time, fighting a lot. This now reached a concerning point. My father threatened my mother, saying that if she dare to divorce him, he would beat her so much, that no Hospital would save her. My sister started crying, when he was about to advance on her. But as I mentioned, it was only a threat. I was ready to jump on him if he dared to kill my mother.

After all, he must be feeling threatened. If he wants to beat my mother, while HE is the wrong one of the story, it must be the truth.


Anywho, I have no escape. Here are my two cents of what might happen next to my life.

1) If my mother dies, I'll live a depressive life, and possibly I'll have to live with my father and the ****ing ***** he is hanging out with( btw, she is ugly as **** and fat like a whale. My father has a terrible taste, ewww). Either way, I would refuse to live with him, if he decides to live with such atrocity. I would prefer to live in the streets as a homeless instead of living with someone that destroyed my life!

2) if he doesn't kill my mother, she'll travel back to the place she used to live( country-side), and possibly I'll prefer to go with her instead of living with him. The place she used to live is very poor, and since my father would ***** like hell about me living with mother, he would not accept me back, and wouldn't give me money to live in the US.


The fact that I might live in this poor, contry-side town, I would've a terrible internet connection.

Bad internet = Bad gaming. Bad gaming = No guides.
Bad internet = Bad connection. Bad connection = Bad calls. Bad calls = No Ward Up!.






Remember, these are just my thoughts after this big fight.