I'm done.
I will stop grinding league. I won't be trying for Gold.
A few months ago, I had the entertaining delusion that if I were a gold or higher player, people would take my jungling guides seriously. So I started to climb.
After passing bronze and entering silver, then playing a LOT of games, I realized something. These games aren't about skill. They're about who has the worse team.
Still, I kept grinding like an idiot. Now I realized something else.
It isn't going to get better.
It is never going to get better.
I could be in ****ing platinum, and it won't get better.
I know I'm a good player. I've had some incredible matches and carried through some really insane ****. But I keep losing because someone on our team is an utter idiot. And what made it worse, was that most of the time, I won because someone on the enemy team was also an idiot.
I can't play like this anymore.
I will still be playing league, just not competitively. I'll be playing to test my guides and build…
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